It was the last Friday afternoon, 12 days after the embryo transfer, after the blood test in the morning, I was told that the implantation was not a success. I kind a knew because there was no sign of pregnancy like tenderness in my breasts or change on taste, but I was still trying to be hopeful and believing 50 % of the chance until the verdict was announced. But I have to admit that my guts was telling me that unfortunately. Well, even though I was so aware that it's always 50 % of chance of success and failure and I was ready for both good and bad news, still disappointing.
I know it's not the end. We have got three more embryos frozen ready to be transferred. But I have decided to have a bit of break before next one. I realized that my heart is more fragile than I thought. I think my heart will get hit deeply if it failed again. So, I want to make sure I feel that I'm up for it before I go on next one.
In the meantime, I will do my best to create the best condition for welcoming the next embryo. Keep taking Noni Juice and veggie juice, improve body circulation, feeling happy and positive= laugh and love a lot...!
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